It just hurt my heart to type the title of this blog. Yesterday marked 21 months at being on the waitlist, and today is 1 month at being #1 for the referral of our daughter. I have to admit that this spot on the waitlist is by far the most exhausting. Every weekday, I wake up and think “Could this be the day?”, and as the day progresses my hope of getting that call diminishes. As much as I try to not let it consume my thoughts, my human flesh takes over and it does;however, I continue to hold steadfast to the truth I know which is that God’s timing is perfect. Regardless of how I feel, He has a plan and a purpose that is far more perfect than anything I could ever imagine. I know when we see our daughter’s face, all of this emotional angst will melt away. Until then, I will cling to my Creator and trust in His perfect ways because He is truly all we need.